contradiction....

Last fri, went to haf dinner at marina square's Han's wif Mei Mei, Wendy, Zhang Yao, ZhangYao's fren - Catherine, Zhi Hao. After dinner, sat down there for quite some time listening to Wendy telling us bout her mom's amusing moment. Then went to walk around, haf to nua to wait for others to arrive for k.

So jielin, vincent n yong xiang came to joined us for k. Wah damn ex, paid $27 for it...Towards the end, guess we r tired le, some went to slp. Went to mac for breakfast, din eat anything, guess drink too much drinks le, felt very bloated.

When i reached home, almost 7 le, initially din wan to bathe n juz changed clothes n jumped into the bed to slp (Dirty rite???) But decided to change my mind. Slept till 1.30. Had to meet Elaine n Wen Qian. Going for high tea buffet at Swissotel. Paid $33. Oh man. Seriously, i bust my budget for last week, no savings at all.... The food is quite ok oni... Too bad, Manru wasn't there wif us there. Nvm, Another meeting is up soon on the 17th.

Tis few days, hse atmosphere isn't very gd. Seriously, i feel frustrated. I'm so caught in the middle. Whenever i listen to wad my parents told me, i dun feel like listening to them anymore bout my siblings. I noe i'm the eldest, so it's my responsibility to help them wif such things, but i'm suffocating soon (i can't breathe). I'm like a hermit crab tis few days, not opening up to my siblings, especially my sis. Pls, let all tis thing end soon. At this moment, i was so hoping tt someone will lend me his shoulder n listen to me....but tt person hasn't appear yet.....