Merry Christmas

Christmas eve n part of christmas was spent by painting the ceiling leading from the doorway to the prayer altar. Last yr, i painted the whole ceiling by myself + 2 toilets ceiling. My hands almost became paralysed. Luckily for tis yr, both my siblings helped out. Especially my lil' bro, who used the roller to paint the celing, after i said tt i dun wan to get speckled by the paint. In the end, his whole arm, face n specs were all covered wif paint.

Lunch was bbq, gladly prepared by my sis who went to buy most of the ingredients. Lunch was filled laughter. I'm glad tt laughter is coming back after wad our whole family had endured for the past 3 weeks. Horrible weeks n we still shudder upon the thoughts. Although, i wun sae tt all is well since nth has been confirmed but i firmly believe n hope tt we wun endure such trauma anymore.

Tt shall b my wish for tis christmas: No more hardships n everything will still proceed as we had 1st planned for.

Wad the....

Initially, i was quite happy with my results for tis sem, since i din get any c's n my cap score did improved even thou i din really study for my chi, gem n socio mods (It's not tt i'm lazy, but really there isn't any stuff for me to study for). But then, it was dampened when my parents asked for my results b4 i even told them. When they told me tt their customer cum spy aka "the professor" ( my siblings confirmed noe who he's) daughter told him her results the very 1st min the results were released. I'm becoming to loathe "the professor" even more. I hate it when my parents mentioned bout his kids. Damn it! Wad's the point of having very high IQ but absolutely 0 or shld i sae -ve EQ?

Steamboat

Went out for stemboat wif the gals - Wen. It's hard to haf all 4 of us gathering together since 3 r on shift basis. Nevetheless, i still get to meet the other 2. It's been ages since i last saw them. It's such great joy to see them again. Pardon me for being not so enthu at the beginning. There's lots of things bothering me.

It's gd tt we're having steamboat since it's been raining for the past few days. Warming up.

Finally, i'm seeing some glimpse of light n sincerely hope tt things will carry on as we've planned for. No more hiccups. PLS.

Next up: looking forward to the post christmas gathering :)

Shattered

Literally gone. I noe tt i should juz let it go. It's easy to sae, but hard to put it into action. I need time to recover. It's like i'm dreaming, where i see myself having tt thing, juz b4 i could get hold to it, i woke up. Then, reality starts sinking in. I could not see it anymore.

It's heart-wrenching, i don't noe how many times i've been silently crying. I think i need a really long time b4 i can accept it.

唯独让时间将记忆慢慢的冲淡。

I swear tt i will definitely fulfil this wish in the future. DEFINITELY.

Happy????

Contradiction. Juz like how i'm feeling for the past few days. I wonder y u dun get wad i sae. Always twisting my words, to the extent tt i had enuf. U're feeling sensitive, so do i. So dun keep expecting me to understand u but dun gif a heck to how i feel exactly.

Seriously fed-up.

What should i do???

No, i shouldn't sae i'm feeling down. In fact, i'm feeling very scared. Very very. But i can't show it out. The future look very bleak. Lots of uncertainties is hovering in front of us. I don't want to lose anything. At all...

虚情假意

I felt like i was given a slap in the face, realizing tt our bad reality is. You nvr noe who's going to put on a big smile on their sickening face when they see you, keep talking to you. Without any warning or signs, u found multiple knives sticking out of ur back. 真的是人心难测。表情只是一面面具。隐藏着人的丑态。

I've learnt an impt lesson on life, it's safer tt we've everything in black n white n not juz verbal. N it's gd tt we own the things tt we're using.

May we able to cross and overcome this obstacles carefully n safely, without losing anything till the end. 希望晴天快点过来。

I'm feeling so down.....