Pondering....

It's been so long since i last wrote anything here. Here i am, clearing away the cobwebs. Ever since i was posted to my branch, i feel tt i dun haf much life. Everyday when i reached home, i feel so tired, by 10.30, i've to be on my bed. In the past, i usually toss n turn b4 i drift to sleep, but nowadays i usually zonked out when i hit the sack. The worse part is tt the real hard work for my job hasn't start n i'm already so exhausted. I've no idea how i'm going to survive when the work pressure start pouring in.

Yesterday while riding S's car, when he said made me wonder again whether i've really chosen the correct career path. I dun see myself going far in this line. I dun even noe whether i'm suited for sales job. I wan to challenge my inner quiet self but it seems impossible. The pay may be good, but is money really the only motivation. It makes me ponder hard. This morning,while helping out at dad's place, i told him tt i may quit my job after my bond ends after 9 months or a yr later....

I shall see how everything goes. It seems tt it is still too early to sae such things. Meanwhile i shld juz treasure all those precious moments wif my frens, especially WEME, the best i could ever wished for :)