又一阵的失落感

我真的是一只鸟笼的囚鸟。什么地方都不能去。我看过了，我最后一次跟朋友出去是7/4, 离现在已经有两个多星期了。在这两个星期里，就只是“学校，回家，学校，回家”烦透了，苦闷极了！我真的快要受不了。心头闷闷的。真的是没有一件事是顺心的。“血特！！”

So wanted to go to vivo today to celebrate bel's birthday. Even thou, b4 i asked my parents i already noe tt 99.9999% tt my plea will b rejected. But i still ask, hoping for tt 0.0000001% tt a miracle will happen. But the % is too small, so as expected i was rejected. Feeling damn frustrated!

Followed my dad to the nearby temple to pray. My dad juz wan to pray n noe whether now is a gd time for us to haf a change of environment by buying the Kovan Residence unit. Haiz...The 签turn out to b a 下签. So we can't buy n shall stick to the current one. I was hoping tt it will b a gd one to elevate my mood up a bit. But it's like a bucket of cold water had been poured on me. I was so sure tt the transaction will definitely take place cos my dad had already done his sums n he will haf no problem afording it. But then it turn out tt now isn't a gd time. YET.

有没有听过人家说过，人只要岁数遇到“9”这个号码，都会不顺心。刚才，爸就提到这一点，我觉得大有道理。就等吧！明年他就50了，希望还是有机会换个环境。有点迷信hor?但是不由得不信！