Mixed Feelings...

Ok results r out. I'm so disappointed wif my results. My cap score dropped...Who should i blamed leh. No one but myself....I'm going to work harder next sem (in fact, extremely hard), need to pull my cap back....seriously....sth need to b done immediately.

Went kboxing wif Chun Yan n Juliana. Need to take my mind off the sadness....but it seems to b no use. As i was typing, i'm feeling so worried n sad...But it's gd tt i got to see them, at least i wun think of the results things for tt few hrs. It has been such a long since i last saw them. Still the same, nth has changed. Luckily, today no sore throat, thou it's still the same tt towards the end, my pitch began to go off key, all those high notes could not b reached...I'm so happy to see them. Dunno when will we get to see each other again...我们都是大忙人！haha.... Chun Yan, Juliana n me

痛苦不堪。。。

自从那次吃了BBQ的食物之后，不知道是因为食物处理不当，还是吃太多了，太热了，这几天一直泻到有一点不怎么敢吃太多东西。因为一吃东西，一定得跑厕所不只一次。现在肚子又痛，屁股也痛。。。。

Happy Moments

On tues, went to sch to play badminton wif Wendy, Vincent n Zhi Hao with Zhang Yao sittting at the side eating her lunch + reading "4 books". Seriously, WENDY, I COULD'VE DIED during the game partnering wif u. Gal, muz moved more lar. Haha....Wah, u forced me to run wif all my might...lol....

After tt, had bbq over at pgp. At 1st, it seems a little pathetic to haf oni 5 ppl bbqing wif YongXiang joining us later at night. But everything seems ok, the atmosphere is gd, very relaxing, so not tt bad. Still enjoyed myself. It's a great feat + sinful for 6 of us to finish so much food - 1kg of prawns, 40 mid joints, 1 packet of cheese sausages n crabsticks respectively n 100 satays. We finished almost everything, except for 9 satays, 4 midjoints??? Woo...alot hor???

I think we managed to do tt bcos we're seriously very hungry le. Din eat lunch except for a cup of bubble tea. So sports+almost empty stomach=finishing almost all the food.

We finished quite early at round 9. Stood beside the railing, deciding whether we r going to borrow a bball from those ppl playing. Finally, deciding to heck n go home straight. Everyone is tired le. On the way home, having a terrible headache, think due to dehydration. By the time i got home, it got so worse, i feel like fainting, could not stand up straight.


Worse, got to help out at my father's stall early the next morning. Felt really terrible when i got to my fathers's stall, my mom sae i looked pale. Left at round 10.30. Got to rushed home, meeting the gals later. Met up wif Manru n Wen Qian earlier to get sth for elaine's christmas. Finally deciding to get a giraffe pouch n a keychain. Luckily, she loved it, all thks to Wen Qian's contribution of idea...lol....

Went to Dhoby Ghaut, initially our plan was to go to Minds Cafe, but the whole place was booked for a private event. Idiot...the weather was so hot, make us walk all the way le, then haf to walk back, not feeling very well....so we decided to watch twilight. But the show at 2.40 was sold out, next one is at 5 n elaine will not b able to make it, she meeting her fren at 6. Hmm...so we sat down at one of the bench, taking photos n deciding wad's plan C. In the end, we decided to go to the arcade. Spent $5 each, we r so like small children. Later went to secret recipe to haf their tea special. Ordered almond coffee cake+iced lemon tea. Teased Wen Qian bout her. Gal, rmb to invite us on stage on ur wedding night to share the wonderful moments u had wif us...Confirmed going to b a joyous event filled wif laughter!!!!

For dinner, bought a box of sushi n went ouside of ps to sit at those steps n eat together wif Manru n Wen Qian. Din finished it. Was so tired, dun feel like moving so we juz sat there till 8, MEt up wif Elaine n went home. Not b4 letting wEN Qian go play wif those machine, wad's the name huh??? - tikam?

Sat all the way to harbourfront n back again in order to haf a seat cos our poor legs could not withstand our body weight le. So funny when we tot of our Redang trip next july...Mineral water + Burst zip brought back so many funny memories....Dun worry, Elaine, i promised i wun do such thing again..haha....

Next outing on the 29th......high tea....

Sleeping Disorder

Seriously, i'm beginning to suspect whether i'm suffering from sleeping disorder???

Every night, when i go to slp, my mind doesn't seems to stop moving, i keep dreaming. But when i woke up, i could not rmb rmb a single thing. My mind is in a swirl, resulting in me not getting the rest i shld get. As a result, every morning when i wake up, my whole body will ache.....

It's a cycle.....

Lazy moments

On friday, went to NAFA to watch my brother performed in the Theatresports event, it's an acting event. Really can see that he enjoyed perferming alot. Enjoyed the whole event, it's very funny. Initially, i din want to attend, but luckily i went, i think next yr i will go again....

Tis morning, went to help out at my dad place. In times of recession, it seems tt people r still going for holiday, but juz tt they r going to the neighbouring country. Alot of my father customer r going on a holiday in M'sia. Plus, it has been raining the whole day, so customer came very late, so tiring.....By the time i reached, it's already 2.30.....Super tired, went to take a nap, the weather is so conducive for sleeping...haha...Dun feel like doing anything....juz lazing around....

contradiction....

Last fri, went to haf dinner at marina square's Han's wif Mei Mei, Wendy, Zhang Yao, ZhangYao's fren - Catherine, Zhi Hao. After dinner, sat down there for quite some time listening to Wendy telling us bout her mom's amusing moment. Then went to walk around, haf to nua to wait for others to arrive for k.

So jielin, vincent n yong xiang came to joined us for k. Wah damn ex, paid $27 for it...Towards the end, guess we r tired le, some went to slp. Went to mac for breakfast, din eat anything, guess drink too much drinks le, felt very bloated.

When i reached home, almost 7 le, initially din wan to bathe n juz changed clothes n jumped into the bed to slp (Dirty rite???) But decided to change my mind. Slept till 1.30. Had to meet Elaine n Wen Qian. Going for high tea buffet at Swissotel. Paid $33. Oh man. Seriously, i bust my budget for last week, no savings at all.... The food is quite ok oni... Too bad, Manru wasn't there wif us there. Nvm, Another meeting is up soon on the 17th.

Tis few days, hse atmosphere isn't very gd. Seriously, i feel frustrated. I'm so caught in the middle. Whenever i listen to wad my parents told me, i dun feel like listening to them anymore bout my siblings. I noe i'm the eldest, so it's my responsibility to help them wif such things, but i'm suffocating soon (i can't breathe). I'm like a hermit crab tis few days, not opening up to my siblings, especially my sis. Pls, let all tis thing end soon. At this moment, i was so hoping tt someone will lend me his shoulder n listen to me....but tt person hasn't appear yet.....

Celebration!!!!

Woohoo...Exams r finally over le. I can finally totally relaxed myself. My state of mind n the physical form r suffering from fatigue breakdown due to lack of sleep tis few weeks. All because of the stress brought by the exams.

Activities r waiting for me...which also means a big hole in my wallet...Nvm lar, happy happy can le...haha....

Dinner wif the EA ppl tmr plus kbox(uncertain). But i informed my parents le, luckily, they agreed thou they did sae some stuff lar. But nvr scold me can le...lol...

My exercise rigme started today. Went to run 2.4km..hmm...very long nvr run le, wah almost collapsed. When i reached my hse, my legs r so wobbly, almost could not feel the floor when i was walking. But i felt shiok....haha...all those perspiration= -calories...