Pondering....

It's been so long since i last wrote anything here. Here i am, clearing away the cobwebs. Ever since i was posted to my branch, i feel tt i dun haf much life. Everyday when i reached home, i feel so tired, by 10.30, i've to be on my bed. In the past, i usually toss n turn b4 i drift to sleep, but nowadays i usually zonked out when i hit the sack. The worse part is tt the real hard work for my job hasn't start n i'm already so exhausted. I've no idea how i'm going to survive when the work pressure start pouring in.

Yesterday while riding S's car, when he said made me wonder again whether i've really chosen the correct career path. I dun see myself going far in this line. I dun even noe whether i'm suited for sales job. I wan to challenge my inner quiet self but it seems impossible. The pay may be good, but is money really the only motivation. It makes me ponder hard. This morning,while helping out at dad's place, i told him tt i may quit my job after my bond ends after 9 months or a yr later....

I shall see how everything goes. It seems tt it is still too early to sae such things. Meanwhile i shld juz treasure all those precious moments wif my frens, especially WEME, the best i could ever wished for :)

catchy

Dilemma

Super tired from sch stuff. Largely is my fault lar. Always wait till the lastest min b4 moving my backside to do the assignment. An engineering assignment is supposed to b due tmr, i managed to finish by today. U noe when i start doing it??? Yesterday!!!! Haiz....habits r hard to change

My tertiary education coming to an end soon. I m happy cos no more mugging to do, but at the same time, kinda scared. I'm afraid of not being able to find a job. I've absolutely no idea wad i like n wad kind of job i like. My mentality now is.....juz quickly find a job, gain some experience then moved my ass off to another job if i dun enjoy the current one. Yes! I'm tt bad! It's true tt I've no idea wad i want now, but I'm very clear bout wad i wan in the future....

you and me

Add Oil....

Elaine, Here's a song for u :) Stay Happy n dun fret. WHEN LIFE GIVES U LEMONS, MAKE LEMONADE OUT OF IT.

I can't say i can share ur burden cos no one can, except for urself. Cos u're the oni one who can 101% sure of how u're feeling rite now. No one can! So jiayou!!!! But we are all here for u.


P.S: Song is dedicated to Man n Wen too :)